haiz.. just got back from KX trg.. at first, before ee san they all came, i was alright for trg... argh.. when they come.. i got ask to play in one of the friendly match wif the xdz against the ddz.. and 1st i got into it not LONG... i got the stupid ball and i wanted to get into the red box.. and this stupid ass GARRY ... is suppose to be a blocking foul.. and too bad referee did not catch the " С¶¯ " haiz.. he just his body push me and almost tio pai again.. wtf.. one time okie lah.. nvm den he later after awhile turn turn turn then his elbow come out.. wth.. soo damn piss off lor.. den i give him a frustrating face.. he still come out elbow.. i wonder is his that stupid... argh.. after that i went to refill water.. in the end i got comment by saying i act pia kia.. wtf.. even i accidentally make until him i didnt mean it one ma.. and he think i act pai kia.. den i sat aside and think for awhile.. i might be big size but then i got "bully" in sch.. the bully mean as in kena suan and some stupid stuff lah.. u think i wan to get bully by all this ppl meh?? i tot i dun fight back and everything will rest.. and the ans is NO.. in fact wat i got back?? more and more stupid remarks.. everything is like so sucky.. everyone treat me as a clown.. all this stupid remark why can't they save it up to themselves?? even gals in class also suaning me.. and i like an IDIOT giving them suan at me.. haiz.. I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE !!! ALL I WAN IS TO BE HAPPY IN DOING WAT I WAN TO DO.. PLAYING BBALL IS A HOBBIES OF MINE.. AND ALL I WAN IS TO BE HAPPY.. AND WAT I GOT BACK IS PPL NOT HAPPY WIF ME AND INJURY.. HAIZ.. AND NOW I FOUND OUT THAT SAILING WILL BE A LIFE OF MINE.. there are this kind of enjoyment and freedom out in the sea.. the great wind and wave.. but i will continue both sports.. this two is my life and hobbies which will complete my dreams... i will do all my best in my national sailing intersch com and my bball match comin up soon.. IS MY LIFE.. I WAN TO BE HAPPY AND COMPLETE MY DREAMS...